my youth

I wished i has known that i was a beauty and voluptous when i was young. Had i known i had flirted some more. Not the timid shy girl who is insecured because of her looks and poverty. My only plus then was my brain. In my studies, i did not work so much. Just trust my base wisdom. I worked hard but did not persevere much. If a topic cannot be comprehend in one sitting i give up. I do not believe then in the word practice. I just let it slide. If i am outstanding in other subject then i am fine. I do not wished for perfection. As i believe that you cant have it all